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Serious question. No snark at all. Did you?

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I can not even imagine losing my husband. Whether I was young or now he is so important to me I just can't even comprehend how I would deal with it. I know it will happen sooner or later that one of us will go but it's just not comprehensible.

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Jul 28, 2021 20:25:10 GMT @happycamper said:

Serious question. No snark at all. Did you?

Did I what?

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Jul 28, 2021 20:31:21 GMT @happycamper said:

I can not even imagine losing my husband. Whether I was young or now he is so important to me I just can't even comprehend how I would deal with it. I know it will happen sooner or later that one of us will go but it's just not comprehensible.

You’re in shock

And that is actually a good thing

I only survived because of my sons
They were 5 and 19 months old

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Jul 28, 2021 20:34:52 GMT @flan327 said:

Jul 28, 2021 20:25:10 GMT @happycamper said:

Serious question. No snark at all. Did you?

Did I what?

Blame yourself. 

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Jul 28, 2021 20:43:17 GMT @happycamper said:

Jul 28, 2021 20:34:52 GMT @flan327 said:

Did I what?

Blame yourself. 

No

He was driving back from Chicago

Something he had done dozens of times

He fell asleep

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Jul 28, 2021 20:37:13 GMT @flan327 said:

Jul 28, 2021 20:31:21 GMT @happycamper said:

I can not even imagine losing my husband. Whether I was young or now he is so important to me I just can't even comprehend how I would deal with it. I know it will happen sooner or later that one of us will go but it's just not comprehensible.

You’re in shock

And that is actually a good thing

I only survived because of my sons
They were 5 and 19 months old

I think you would have survived anyway but kids give you more of a reason. I'm not sure what would give me reason now other than he'd be disappointed if I didn't continue carrying on. I would have to say it makes you almost human in my opinion...

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Jul 28, 2021 20:45:31 GMT @flan327 said:

Jul 28, 2021 20:43:17 GMT @happycamper said:

Blame yourself. 

No

He was driving back from Chicago

Something he had done dozens of times

He fell asleep

Farm equipment has taken more than one of my family members but it would still be shocking.

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It’s nothing you can ever be prepared for

I remember that there were two policemen who knocked at the door that Wednesday morning
It was 6:45 I believe

My boys got up with me

The cops would not sit down

And they wouldn’t say the word “DEAD.”

I needed to hear that

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I'm sorry. That's a tough cross to carry. I can understand the need.

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Thanks

I made all the phone calls myself

First to his mother in Williamsburg
Next to my parents in KC
Next to our priest

I thought that if I said the words often enough, they would sink in

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Getting rid of his clothes was hard

And all his business supplies

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Jul 19, 2021 10:32:10 GMT @flan327 said:

Do you remember yours?

Sometimes,sometimes not!

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@happycamper, @flan327, at times you two almost act human towards each other